Hard to explain

I say the right things , but act the wrong way. I like it right here, but I cannot stay. I watch the tv, forget what I'm told. Well I am to young, and they are too old. Oh man, can't you see? I'm nervous so please, pretend to be nice, so I can be mean. I missed the last bus, we take the next train. I try, but you see .. It's hard to explain.